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Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Apocalypse Then

An ongoing series of non-sequential fictional shorts:

Apocalypse Then
thoughts on social devolution

Without weapons, all you can do is hope that armed men will be fair and honest. Hope, is not a plan, and when people use it as one, they tend to end up taking it up their fourth point of contact.

He looked down from his black horse and introduced himself oh, so politely as Jeff. He even removed his hat just so by tipping it. I never thought that he looked much like a "Jeff". Maybe a Geoff? There was a precocious ruthlessness about him. Harsh cheekbones and a rapaciously curved nose led to a raptorial profile. No flexibility, no contemplative nature, no possibility for compassionate behavior. To Jeff, the world existed as a choice of absolutes. His choice, naturally had the narcissistic benefit of being the absolutely best possible.

I heard him reel off facts to the men around him, but they were always dry facts. Jeff didn't have the soul of a philosopher. Neither did he seem to be a student or a deep thinker. He preferred to be part of the action rather than brood over it before or after it occurred. 

As Jeff's forced concubine, I had been privy to his moods but not to his secrets. He didn't seem to be a man who kept them. When he wanted sex, he took me without a second thought. Since he preferred it when I resisted, I developed the habit of passive acceptance.

I'll never forget the Day The World Broke, and the three months of hell that followed until the band, some fifty strong, armed to the teeth, came through the city on horseback, ransacking as they went. I sat under the shade of a large tree and on that day, I became a slave. Though I'm reluctant to admit it, slavery is better than the starvation that I faced. I tossed out the butcher knife that I held defensively without being bidden to do so.

An electromagnetic pulse from what people believed to be an unusually intense sun spot that aimed itself directly at Earth. The result fried every circuit on the planet with the exception being a few hardened military installations. With no radios, telephones, electric power, the means to power natural gas to its terminus, no cars, and no modern conveniences, things devolved very quickly. My Yale MBA degree and fancy consulting job became instantly as worthless as high heel shoes, Bombay martinis and a social calendar.

It could have been worse. I could have lived in a big city where I hear they're eating each other these days. Cannibals are said to develop a taste for human flesh. The band prefers beef, mutton, pork, and venison.

Two years ago now, my company moved me to Reno, Nevada, billed as the biggest little city in America. I thought that I had been banished to Outer Mongolia but as I pointed out, it wasn't nearly as bad for me as it could have been. However, sitting on the seventeenth story of a twenty story concrete block with only the stairs or a leap from the balcony to get down became untenable by the end of the first week. I managed to keep from being raped on the way down the stairs only because I had a butcher knife and was desperate, since the water stopped working. I was beyond thirsty. Thirst drove me insane and the Truckee River outside, seventeen stories down, mocked my thirst, dragging me to it.

When I buried my face in the cold water that day I had no concerns about ecoli or typhus. I simply needed a drink. It's strange what you take for granted.

Away from my apartment with substantial danger from climbing back up the stairs, 2,000 miles from my ex-husband, 2,100 miles from my parents and siblings, I learned that I'd been fed a pack of lies all of my life. There were no police, there was no law. Nobody wanted to protect me. Everyone wanted to use me. I couldn't cook, sew, build a fire from scratch or butcher a hog, so my value has been  limited to what God endowed me with.

Warlords arose. Those weak of mind or body simply fell by the wayside. Rumors circulated of enclaves in Utah and Oklahoma where theocratic institutions provided secure social structures, but if what I heard Jeff speak to his men about was true, they had been hard pressed to maintain secure borders against relentless pressure from the bands who raided. Bands, such as the one I became attached to as chattel, raided where it found weakness and avoided strong points.

Your only value to the band is what you can do. I had the genetic benefit of being pretty and still young enough to turn heads. However, I am not the only concubine in Jeff's stable of women, simply the favored rape victim at the moment. Every day that I awaken, I am conscious of that fact. Women who fall out of favor are simply traded among the men in the band. Those who don't measure up there are sold to the farmers or artisans. I'm not beaten. Mistreatment leads to a less attractive piece of property, and the loss of value as trade goods or for trophy value. That, more than anything else, has helped me and those like me eat well and maintain ourselves.

Society devolved into three tiers: Warriors, people with useful skills and everybody else. You didn't want to be everybody else. Attractive women have held their niche in society. I've become a geisha. If the girls in the sorority in Connecticut could only see me now.




10 comments:

  1. Truth there, whether people like it or not...

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    1. I expected to get some push-back from those would would like to think that's not how things devolve. History provides a very extensive map of how this plays out.

      If you are weak, somebody must protect you or you end up in a place you'd rather not be in. Historically there have been a few very strong women war leaders.

      Most are either witches like St. Joan of Arc, or are like Boudica, queen of the Iceni in Britain, who led an amalgamation of tribes against the Romans following her husband's death. Her forces destroyed the 9th Roman Legion, comprised of Spaniards. She sacked London with 100,000 fighters and then met a better Roman general in the West Midlands who fought a defensive battle, in which the Romans excelled and defeated her even though he only had a fraction of her force. She didn't actually fight - she was the wife of a slain king who rallied the tribes against Roman excesses.

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  2. Yours is a bit more hardened [realistic?] than the way mine usually go, but still, I love end-of-time/apocalypse stories. All the rules and societal norms go out the window—- makes for a thrilling blank slate. (But of course, in mine, I always manage to evade or outwit the bands, while living off the land in hardship that's nearly sublime, and the only men that find me are COMPLETE gentlemen. ...I know, I'm such a girl.) Anyway, write on!

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    1. This is simply a reaction to the post-apocalyptic warrior princess things that you see on TV. The strong rule, the weak serve. There are no tame predators, only well fed predators.

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    2. Jenny, if you would like to post some of your work here on this blog, simply e-mail them to me and I'll throw them up. It's difficult to accept criticism, but it's always useful.

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    3. oh, and TV warrior princesses make me gag.

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  3. nah, I'm still too much of a sap. But not to worry, growing more calloused by the day lately. If I manage a version that I think makes for an okay story, I'll send it to you for review. thanks for the offer!

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  4. I like this -My Yale MBA degree and fancy consulting job became instantly as worthless as high heel shoes, Bombay martinis and a social calendar- This is exactly how it would be. The strong rule, the weak serve and the everyone else...well. Fair play to the woman, you use what you can to survive; we all would. Great story.

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    1. The story is not politically correct. However, political correctness has no basis in rationality. Thank you for your comment.

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